Sup peeps,

Man I haven't updated this thing since my birthday last year. *LOL*

Oh well, I guess this is a good place to turn back to whenever I feel down and out of luck. Really, sometimes I frustrate myself over the most stupid things.

Guess it kinda runs in da family though. I'm very much like my dad and he really has a short fuse too. He had to calm down and he did. After he got a hartinfarct. Man, that time was the worst period in my life.

Also last year he almost lost one of his feet. I prayed so hard for my father to heal, and he did. Me and my mother couldn't be happier when the doctor told us he was healing again.

*sigh*

My soul's so old it's probably way past it's expiring date. But if it was, I wouldn't be here writing this thing, now would I?

Anyway, nuff with the gloom.

I feel good nowadays. School's going all well and I've found my first love again. Music...

For as long as I can remember I loved music, and since I've discovered my talents to create it I was a happy man. There was a period when I just didn't have any time and motivation to work on my music.

But it's all back now, with a new group of friends who understand what I want to achieve with our music I'm now back in business. And it feels so good. I really can't describe it, it feels wonderful I can tell ya that.

Now I'm actually improving lyrically too. I wish somebody told me how I could progress more, but I just have to find out myself. There isn't anyone I'm working with now who is on that level that can give me some pointers.

I'm really into this Jay-Z - Black Album and also Kanye West's "Debut" Album. Did you know he produced Madonna's & Britney's song Me Against the Music? My mouth fell open when I read that somewhere.

Anyway, those CD's work really inspiring to me. Especially the track on K. West's CD called Jesus Walks. It feels glorious listening to it, and singing along with the chorus.

*LOL*

I think I'm babbling here. I'm going to take a break. Sit back, and relax and wait for my girl to come home. I'll check y'all sooner than my last post.

Take care,

OnE

Zup ppl,

Whoa!  It's exactly 10 days since my last post. Oh well, I promise it's worth the wait.

Finally my mid-terms are over. I had to do 4 last week. I didn't think it would be like the way it was. It all seemed so easy, but than again I'll have to wait for the results to really know for sure.

Oh man, I can't wait till Friday. I'm going to celebrate my birthday (which is next Sunday) with some friends and my girl at this party out here called Urban Groovezz. Usually it's the party that everybody's talking about, so I guess this edition won't be any different. There's always a certain dresscode and this time it's colourful. Well...how's that for a change?

Yesterday was so FUCKED UP!!!  Some bastard left some rotten fish on the middle of the street. I went to do some groceries with my girl and who had to step in to it? Yep...ME!! I instantly ruined my favorite kickz. Damn it...Oh well...I wanted to get some new ones, just because I really wanted to not because I had to.

I guess there are worst things in the world. Like the MTV EMA's (Europe Music Awards). Christina Agui-thingy was the hostess for the evening and Kelly Osbourne had to present something or whatever and well...ya know. Kelly just won't shut her trap for any reason.

BTW X-tina looked pretty hot in one of those outfits. Can't remember what it was, but I liked it.

Well, this is getting pretty long and right now I'll quit, cause I'm off going to school right now.

Take care now ppl.

OnE